slowly melting...slowly fading

what a halfway crappy weekend...
I'm not going into details here, so just ask if me about it if you're compelled to do so.

There is a special feeling you get when you feel unwelcomed and you know that you're outnumbered.

I did manage to see a couple old faces. This was quite enjoyable. I should find venture to Garfield and Brooklyn more often. Nathalie says she'd do my hair, but I might just let that wait until next month. Hopefully, I'll get darling Elvis to trim my hair a bit before I let Nathalie toy with it.
I think I've fallen in love...
...with the Loreal hair-care products that Paki bought...jeez people relax...

I swear if its not one vice, its another...
Damn those delicious zeppoles that melt in your mouth.
If I'm not craving/eating something sweet, then its something salty....if not salty, then its something a bit savory...
I really wish that chewing gum from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory existed - you know, the one with all the foods. I'm not concerned about the whole blueberry thing. I happen to be fond of blueberries

i hope to be getting my morpher back soon...
damnit craig..

I think I hate most of the lyrics in my old notebook. I would say a good 70-80% of them should go in the trash. I've started a new notebook. Kudos to Kristine K. for the dope x-mas gift(s) that I'm putting to use...
Music myspace and shows hopefully by the end of June.

nibble nibble nibble

its a little past 4am....
I just ate a banana, but I am really craving some GirlScout cookies; specifically some ThinMints. So, if you or anyone you know - a sister, cousin, niece, etc - is a GirlScout and is selling cookies, let me know.

I'm sorta starting to pray again...its kind of odd...
there's 2 girls that i recently met (+ one that i've known for a bit) that kinda nudged me to it....
I know there's more to being Christian than just praying and such. I used to be a pretty hardcore into the life and such. I'm not the person i was when I joined YFC nor am I the same person that I was when I left. I'm not even sure what I'm looking to get out of any of this. I mean, I've been fairly content with life and haven't felt like i've been missing anything or a sense of belonging or anything of the sort.
For the past few years i've just be trying to examine what there is and the words that I once said. I mean as long as you live a fairly good life, you'll be fine no matter what you believe. And if anything, atleast you weren't too much of an asshole ya kno?
Sunny and Yurina said that you never really leave it, I suppose its true...
who knows, maybe i'll try going to church one of these days....it'd be the first time in more than a year lol
I'm not entirely sure if anything i'm saying makes any sense....
How much sense can you make at 4:30am?


i have some interesting thoughts on time travel if you'd like to talk about that