anyone? nope

no one is online at 5:45am. it kinda blows.

i read entries from my old xangas. its a nice kick in the head to read crap from the person that you used to be. if i had a magic phonebooth to travel back in time i would tell myself the following:
-'this chick aint that into you'
-'this chick is crazy'
-'don't forget craig's birthday'
-'quit driving like an idiot'
-'those hawaiian shirts are fucking dope as hell'

if you don't know about me and the Hawaiian shirts you better ask somebody lol

there are some movies that i just can't watch anymore.
-and there are some movies that i have to watch when they're on the tv

i wonder what pictures from saturday night look like

come find me in the fitness center at fdu


-terr

Farewell

Don't turn the light off
I want to see you leave.
Once you're gone
I can be happy again.
I'm always better when you're not around.
Egg shells aren't where my foot goes down.
There will be no more bags under my eyes.
I will rest easy now that you're not
Taking up the entire bed.
There can be no more leashes or collars,
No whips for you to break me down.
I'll be better when you're gone.

I'm putting the keys on the table.
I feel the hole you burn into my back.
There will be no more shouting soon.
My ears will be filled with laughter
And the smile will return in time.
My throat is parched and
Parts of me are dry where
Water will never reach.
My makeup is smeared and
The mascara flows down with the tears.
Waterproof, the label says,
But its not painproof.
I'll be better when I'm gone.

And by the way,
You owe me a new cell phone.
It broke when you threw it at me.
You turned away right after.
In case you didn't see,
Most of it landed in the fish tank.

flesh anyone?

I've been trying to lose some weight and have switched to a pescatarian diet. I've been more strict with it lately and haven't consumed any land animals in 2 weeks. Well today I had a sausage/bacon/egg/cheese crossainwich from BK and a hamburger and chicken nuggets from WhiteCastle and now my body fucking hates me....
what a smart move....


www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com
hard to watch and think about since i fucking love fried chicken esp the extra crispy legs and thighs from KFC.....hmmmmmm


Today's thought
Somethings that were a cool idea that didn't work out too well:
-Communism
-those fucking heely shoes


Lyrics have taken a back seat to various assignments for school which have been pretty fun. I'll share those soon.



-Terr